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PART 1 – The Freezer in Room 214

By the time campus police reached Room 214 of Hawthorne Hall, a light rain had started to fall over Hartford.

It was October 23rd, just after 4 p.m., and what began as a welfare check on a missing 19-year-old college sophomore was about to turn into the kind of discovery detectives talk about for the rest of their careers.

The dorm room looked like any other: two narrow beds, two desks, a shared dresser, clothes tossed on chairs, a single small window facing the parking lot. The only thing that stood out was the white chest freezer shoved awkwardly into the corner, wedged between a dresser and the cinderblock wall.

It didn’t belong there.

The room’s occupant, Gerald Ogilvie, hadn’t shown up for class in two days. And across campus, another student — 19-year-old Taan Kilbrew, a sociology major from Chicago — hadn’t been seen since the previous night.

Officers called out Gerald’s name. No answer.

They stepped inside.

The freezer was humming.

One of the officers later told colleagues he knew what he was going to find as soon as his hand touched the lid. He just didn’t know whose.

When they raised it, the cold vapor rushed out first. Then they saw the bags. Two clear, heavy plastic bags.

Inside each bag was a pair of human feet, severed cleanly at the ankle.

In the hours that followed, DNA testing would confirm what everyone on campus already feared:

The feet belonged to Taan Kilbrew — a 19-year-old who sold socks on eBay to pay for textbooks and cafeteria meals.

A girl whose kindness to the wrong person would cost her her life.

And maybe, investigators say, red flags had been there all along.

A Chicago Daughter in a Connecticut Dorm

To understand how a young woman ended up dismembered in a stranger’s freezer, you have to go back to where her story began — on the South Side of Chicago.

Friends and family describe Taan Kilbrew as the kind of daughter immigrant and working-class parents dream of raising: quiet but determined, studious, responsible, and painfully aware of how much her parents sacrificed for her.

Her father, Raymond, drove a city bus, leaving for the depot before sunrise. Her mother, Charlene, worked long hours in a laundromat, washing other people’s clothes while her own hands cracked from bleach and detergent.

“They didn’t have much,” a family friend recalled, “but they had expectations. College wasn’t optional. It was the whole point.”

When Taan earned a partial scholarship to a small private college in Hartford, Connecticut, it felt like a miracle and a burden at the same time. The scholarship covered part of her tuition — not housing, not meals, not textbooks, not the constant, grinding cost of just existing as a student hundreds of miles from home.

“She would call and say, ‘I’m okay, Mom. I’m fine. I’m eating,’” Charlene would later tell detectives. “But I knew my girl. I knew when she was stretching the truth like she stretched the food.”

So Taan did what many students do when the numbers don’t add up and time for a job simply doesn’t exist.

She improvised.

The Sock Hustle

On paper, it was simple.

Walk into a discount store on the far side of Hartford. Buy bulk packs of plain white socks for $3 a pair. List them on eBay with carefully staged photos and carefully worded descriptions — “premium organic cotton,” “reinforced heel,” “hypoallergenic,” “limited stock.”

Then resell them for $15–$20 a pair.

“I’m not lying about the quality,” she told her roommate one night. “They’re decent socks. I’m just not telling them I bought them in the clearance bin.”

Her roommate and closest friend, Kimani Weatherspoon, a nursing student from Bridgeport, remembers the moment the idea was born. Taan had spread out a dozen packages of identical white socks across her dorm bed, each one crisp and cheap under the fluorescent light.

“I thought she’d finally snapped from stress,” Kimani says. “Twelve packs of the same socks? I told her at least get some color. And she said, ‘No. You don’t get it. This is business.’”

It was business — and for a broke 19-year-old, it was good business.

Within two weeks, she had earned a little over $200. Enough to cover a couple of used textbooks, enough to swipe into the cafeteria without calculating how many meals were left on her plan, enough to answer her parents’ calls and say, with some truth, “I’m managing.”

Online, she was just another anonymous eBay seller with a clean storefront and good feedback.

In real life, she was a girl quietly trying to hold her life together — splitting her time between lectures, late-night study sessions, and carefully wrapped sock packages bound for strangers’ doorsteps.

The headline that would later splash across screens — “Chicago 19y/o Sold USED Socks on eBay to Pay for College” — wasn’t entirely accurate. The socks weren’t used. Not at first.

But the way one buyer treated them would drag the case into a darker, more twisted world than anyone around Taan realized.

The College Ecosystem

The college where Taan and Gerald crossed paths looked, on the surface, like any other New England campus.

Brick academic buildings. Old trees catching the first blaze of October leaves. A crowded cafeteria serving overcooked pasta and under-seasoned eggs. A student body split into predictable clusters: athletes in university gear, theater kids in thrift-store jackets, business majors in polos and loafers, and the quiet ones — the ones everyone noticed but no one really knew.

Sociology professor Dr. Harlow remembers Taan as “sharp, steady, and kind of invisible in the best way. She did the reading. She helped others. She didn’t need attention.”

Sitting a few rows behind her, slouched in the back corner of that same lecture hall, was Gerald Ogilvie.

Every class, the same routine:

He arrived late.
He drew glances.
He didn’t meet them.

Thin, pale, with long unkempt hair and clothes that never seemed fully clean, Gerald was an easy punchline for louder students like Delroy Estep, a sophomore who seemed to treat cruelty as a sport.

“Look, the bum is here in the same shirt again,” Delroy once snickered loudly as Gerald slid into his usual seat. Several students laughed, one wrinkled her nose theatrically, and the professor looked away, choosing the lesson plan over confrontation.

Taan heard it all.

She didn’t like Gerald. He made her uncomfortable — the smell, the way his eyes hovered just off people rather than on them. But there was something about the jeering that scratched at her.

“It’s cruel,” she told herself silently. “But it’s not my problem.”

Like most people on that campus, she moved on.

A Shy Classmate, A First “No”

The first real intersection between their lives wasn’t online.

It happened in the hallway outside that sociology lecture.

Class had just ended. Students poured into the corridor, shuffling toward their next obligations or the nearest coffee. Taan walked beside Xavier Lambert, a tall, soft-spoken guy with short dreads who’d just worked up the courage to ask her if she’d tutor him for their upcoming exam.

Then a quiet voice came from behind them.

“Excuse me, Taan.”

She turned.

Gerald stood there, clutching a worn notebook to his chest. He wasn’t looking at her face, but somewhere near the wall beside her.

“Would you…” He swallowed. “Would you like to get some coffee? At the cafeteria. Now or later. Whenever.”

The hallway seemed to narrow.

Eyes turned. Not openly, not kindly, but in that sideways way people watch something they’re grateful isn’t happening to them.

Taan froze.

She imagined them sitting together in the cafeteria — the smell, the whispers, the questions afterward.

She didn’t want to be cruel, but she didn’t want that.

“Thanks for the invitation, but I don’t have time right now,” she said, trying to sound polite. “I still have classes and then I have to study for my exam. Sorry.”

Gerald nodded without lifting his gaze.

“I understand. Okay. Sorry to bother you.”

He turned and walked away, shoulders rounded, notebook clutched tighter.

Xavier watched him go. “Does he ever talk to anyone?” he asked.

“I have no idea,” Taan answered.

It was an interaction that would barely register on most campuses: a shy, ostracized student reaches out; a busy, uncomfortable classmate says no. Life moves on.

Except this time, it didn’t.

Somewhere, a line had been crossed — in Gerald’s mind, if nowhere else.

The Customer Named “SoulCollector92”

Inside Room 316 of Hawthorne Hall, Taan’s side of the dorm room had its own order: socks in a box under the bed, laptop on the desk, textbooks stacked in careful, precarious towers.

Her eBay listings were written like a second language now. “Premium organic cotton,” she typed one night from her bed, legs crossed under her, fingers flying across the keyboard. “Soft, breathable, perfect for everyday wear.”

A notification pinged.

New order received.

A buyer with the username “SoulCollector92” had purchased three pairs of socks — and added a $10 tip on top of the inflated price.

“Now that’s generous,” Kimani said, leaning over to look when she saw her roommate’s expression. “Some rich dude who doesn’t care about money?”

“Maybe,” Taan said. “If he keeps ordering like this, I might actually eat something that’s not noodles.”

She printed the label, packed the socks neatly, dropped in a handwritten thank-you note, and took the box to the post office between classes.

Four days later, another order. This time four pairs, tip $15, and a message:

“Thanks for the great product last time. The quality exceeded all expectations. Ordering more. Best regards.”

It was flattering, in a way. A bright spot in days increasingly defined by sleep deprivation and anxious glances at her bank balance.

A week after that, he ordered again — two pairs, $10 tip, and another message:

“Your socks are just great. You have excellent taste. I hope you continue to sell them. They’re the best I’ve found on eBay.”

This time, something in her stomach tightened.

“They’re just socks,” she said to Kimani, holding out her phone. “Is this… too much?”

Her roommate read the message, lips pressing into a line.

“A little weird, yeah,” Kimani admitted. “But maybe he’s just lonely or overly polite. As long as he’s not asking for your number or sending creepy stuff, you’re okay. Right?”

“Right,” Taan said.

She replied with a simple, “Thank you for your order,” nothing more.

She did not know that the buyer who called himself “SoulCollector” and described her taste as “excellent” sat a few rows behind her in class.

She did not know that he watched her in the library.

And she did not know what, exactly, he was doing with all those socks.

PART 2 – The Obsession No One Took Seriously

If anyone had drawn a line between the eBay username “SoulCollector92” and the quiet, disheveled student named Gerald Ogilvie sitting alone on the back row, the story might have ended differently.

But on busy campuses, dots rarely connect themselves.

Instead, they accumulate in silence.

“We Go to the Same College, Right?”

By late October, Taan’s little sock business was no longer a side hustle. It was her lifeline.

Between classes and studying, she checked her eBay account the way some people check Instagram — refreshing, responding, wrapping orders, tracking shipments. Reviews stayed positive. A few customers ordered twice. One or two disappeared after a single purchase.

And then there was SoulCollector92.

He kept coming back.

Three pairs. Four. Two. Five.

Each order came with a tip big enough to matter — $10 here, $15 there, $20 when he wanted more — and a message that hovered just on the safe side of strange.

“Thanks for the fast delivery.”
“Quality exceeded expectations.”
“Best seller I’ve ever dealt with.”

Then, one afternoon in the dorm, as the wind rattled the window and midterms loomed, a new notification appeared.

New order received from: SoulCollector92

Five pairs. $20 tip.

This time, the message was different.

“We go to the same college, right? I saw you in the library yesterday. You were working so hard. I hope everything is okay. I can’t wait to get my new socks.”

The words hit her like a cold hand on the back of the neck.

Saw you in the library. Same college.

Her mind flashed back to the previous afternoon — the quiet of the stacks, the scrape of chairs, the feeling of being watched, that glance up from her laptop to see Gerald three tables over, staring in her direction before suddenly diving into his notebook.

It had felt like a coincidence.

Now, it didn’t.

Her hands shook as she pulled up the buyer’s profile. No picture. No name. Just the username and a location:

Hartford, Connecticut.

The same city. The same campus. The same library.

It didn’t take long for her to decide: SoulCollector92 had to be Gerald.

“Block Him,” Her Friend Said

When Kimani came back from the cafeteria with a plastic clamshell of fries and chicken, she found her roommate pale and rigid on the bed, phone in hand.

“What happened?” she asked. “You look like you saw a ghost.”

“Read this,” Taan said, handing her the phone.

Kimani read the message once. Then again. Her expression hardened.

“This is that customer who tips a lot?”

“Yeah.”

“And you think it’s Gerald?”

“I saw him in the library yesterday. He was just… staring. And now this.”

Kimani sat down heavily on the opposite bed, still holding the phone.

“Taan, block him,” she said flatly. “Right now. This guy is sick. I told you before — there are rumors about him following girls around. Now he’s telling you he watched you in the library? No.”

“He’s not doing anything illegal,” Taan said quietly, more to herself than to her friend. “He’s not threatening me. He’s not asking to meet up. He’s just buying socks.”

“Just buying socks?” Kimani’s voice rose. “He buys socks every week. Who needs that many socks? And who writes that kind of message about socks?”

She shook her head, glancing back at the screen.

“And that username… ‘Soul Collector’? That’s not exactly ‘JohnSmith92.’”

Taan exhaled, long and slow.

“That’s $30 or $40 a week,” she said. “Do you know what that means for me? That’s groceries. That’s bus fare. That’s a used book that doesn’t have half the pages missing. If I block him, that money is gone. I’ll have to start over.”

Kimani stared at her.

“Are you really willing to risk your safety for forty bucks a week?”

Taan didn’t answer right away. She looked down at her balance in the banking app, the red numbers creeping toward zero.

“He’s not dangerous,” she said finally, convincing herself as much as she was answering. “He’s just… weird. He buys them through eBay. I ship them. That’s it. We don’t talk. We don’t meet. If he ever writes something gross or asks for more, I’ll block him. But as long as it’s just socks…”

Kimani closed her eyes briefly, like she’d just watched someone step too close to a cliff.

“You’re too kind,” she muttered. “And too broke.”

Taan typed a reply — “Thank you for your order. I’ll send it tomorrow.”

Nothing more.

Then she packed five more pairs of socks and took them to the post office.

A Quiet Escalation

What looks like obsession from the outside rarely feels that way when you’re the one inside it, moving incrementally with each step.

Over the next three weeks, the pattern intensified.

Another order. Six pairs. $25 tip.

“Thanks for the fast delivery. The quality is still top notch. You are the best seller I have ever dealt with. Hope you have a good week.”

A week later — four pairs. $15 tip.

“I can’t get enough of your socks. They are so soft and comfortable. Ordering more.”

A few days later — three pairs. $20 tip.

“As always, great product. Looking forward to my next purchase.”

The language felt familiar now. Overly effusive, slightly off, but no longer shocking.

“I’ve gotten used to it,” Taan told herself. “He’s just a good customer with bad social skills.”

In the meantime, life went on.

She crammed for sociology exams in the library with Xavier. She watched Kimani fight off a cold with tea and late-night Netflix. She answered her mother’s calls, insisting she had enough to eat.

And around campus, she saw Gerald the way everyone else did — at a distance.

In the hallway.
At the edge of the cafeteria.
Hunched in a back row seat in class.

He never spoke to her again.

He didn’t need to.

He had a direct line into her life — and into the one thing she relied on for survival.

“You Gave Him a Signal”

If there was a single moment when things might have pivoted, it came on a Wednesday in early November.

Two days earlier, a group of boys had cornered Gerald in a quiet hallway between classes. One held his backpack. Another — Delroy — shoved him against the wall, tugging at his collar.

“Do you wear the same shirt every day?” Delroy sneered, while the third student dumped the contents of Gerald’s backpack on the floor. Pens clattered, notebooks skidded across the tiles.

Gerald said nothing. He never did.

He just stood there, eyes fixed on the floor, shoulders drawn in.

From the far end of the hallway, Taan watched it unfold. The dynamic was painfully familiar: aggressors, silent onlookers, a vulnerable target.

Her stomach twisted.

Before she could talk herself out of it, she called down the corridor:

“Delroy, the teacher’s coming!”

It was a lie. But it worked.

All three boys froze, then scattered, muttering as they headed for the stairs.

In the silence that followed, Gerald crouched down slowly, hands shaking as he gathered his things. Taan walked over, knelt beside him, and picked up a stray pen.

“Here,” she said, handing it to him.

He took it without lifting his eyes.

“Thanks,” he murmured.

“You’re welcome.”

She collected a few notebooks, set them gently into his bag, then stood and walked away, heart pounding harder than the situation seemed to demand.

Two days later, in the crowded campus cafeteria, that moment came back to collect.

Taan was alone at a small table by the window, picking at a sandwich and scrolling through her phone, when a quiet voice interrupted.

“Excuse me. May I sit here?”

She looked up.

Gerald stood there holding a tray, eyes fixed somewhere over her shoulder.

Every instinct screamed to say no.

She looked around. The room was full. People were moving, laughing, shouting orders. Nothing bad was going to happen in a cafeteria at noon.

“Yes, of course,” she said.

He sat across from her, moving carefully, like a man afraid of breaking something fragile.

“I wanted to thank you,” he said after a moment. “For what you did in the hallway. The other day.”

“It was nothing,” she answered quickly. “They were just going too far. It wasn’t right.”

“They always do that,” he replied. “I’m used to it.”

His tone was flat, resigned in a way that made her uncomfortable.

“It’s not fair,” she said. “People can be cruel for no reason.”

He looked up then, really looked at her, for the first time.

“You’re the first person who’s treated me like a human being since I came here,” he said quietly. “Everyone else either ignores me or laughs at me. I appreciate what you did. I really do.”

She didn’t know where to put that level of gratitude.

“Well… I’m glad I could help,” she said, fumbling for neutrality.

He hesitated, then added, almost shyly:

“You know, I buy your socks on eBay. ‘SoulCollector92’ — that’s me.”

The tray rattled slightly in her hands.

“Yes,” she said carefully. “I… thought it might be you.”

“I’m sorry if my messages were weird,” he said quickly. “I’m just not very good at talking to people. But your socks are really good. I’ll buy them every week. I promise. You deserve support. You’re a good person.”

She nodded, unsure what else to say.

They finished their meals in silence. When he stood up, he said, “Thanks for letting me sit with you. See you around.”

He walked away.

That night, back in the dorm, Taan told Kimani about the encounter.

“What?” her roommate demanded. “You sat with him? Why?”

“He asked, and there were no seats—”

“No,” Kimani cut in. “You don’t sit with a guy who stalks you online and buys socks like they’re lottery tickets. You gave him a signal. Now he’s going to think you two have some special connection.”

“Stop,” Taan said. “It was just lunch. I was being polite.”

“You’re too kind,” Kimani repeated, tired. “People like him don’t understand ‘just polite.’ Be careful, okay? Please.”

Taan promised she would.

For a while, it seemed she might be right.

Gerald kept his distance on campus. Orders continued. Messages stayed exactly as they had been — effusive, but not overtly threatening.

But in his head, the story had already shifted.

She wasn’t just a seller anymore.

She was someone who had seen him. Spoken to him. Sat with him.

And in his mind, that meant she belonged to him.

PART 3 – The Night Walk From the Library

By mid-November, the air over Hartford had sharpened into the kind of cold that finds its way through cheap jackets and thin dorm blankets.

Students burrowed into hoodies and crowded the library, chasing midterm grades and passable sleep.

On Wednesday, November 17th, Taan joined them.

The Last Study Session

Finals in statistics had a way of sorting students into two categories: those who felt vaguely confident, and those who stared at problem sets like a foreign language.

Taan, who fell somewhere between, decided to do what she always did:

Work harder.

After her last afternoon class, she grabbed a quick meal, called to check on her still-recovering roommate, and headed for the library with a backpack full of notes and a laptop that barely held a charge.

She found a table in the far corner — away from the whispers, away from the door — and spread out.

Around her, the library pulsed with its own late-semester rhythm: pages turning, keyboards clacking, the occasional cough, the low murmur of students whispering over group projects instead of working on them.

Hours slipped by.

She lost track of time, eyes locked on formulas and sample problems, shifting only to plug in her laptop when the low-battery warning flashed red.

At some point, she looked up.

The windows were dark mirrors now.

The massive clock on the wall across the room read 9:20 p.m.

She cursed under her breath, began shoving notebooks into her bag, and slung it over her shoulder.

The walk back to Hawthorne Hall wasn’t long. Ten minutes if she cut between buildings. Fifteen if she stuck to the better-lit path.

She chose speed.

The Attack

Security camera footage later collected by police shows a blurry figure leaving the library alone at 9:24 p.m., head down against the wind, backpack slung over one shoulder.

The cameras at the edge of the academic quad capture her briefly again — a small shape in a too-thin jacket — before she disappears around the corner of a dark concrete science building.

There are no cameras in the narrow path between the science building and the back of the cafeteria.

Whatever happened there, no one saw it in real time.

What investigators believe — based on the autopsy, the blood trace later recovered on concrete, and what little Gerald would eventually say — is this:

She heard footsteps behind her.

She started to turn.

A blunt object — likely a metal pipe or heavy wrench — struck the back of her head with enough force to knock her unconscious before she hit the ground.

A passing campus shuttle driver later told police he thought he’d heard a noise ‘like something metal clanging,’ but he didn’t stop. There was no reason to. On a college campus, night sounds are just part of the landscape.

When Taan’s parents called her phone the next morning, it rang and rang.

She wasn’t there to answer.

The Garage

When consciousness returned, it came in layers.

Cold.
Pain in the back of her skull.
A crushing pressure in her shoulders.

She couldn’t move her arms.

She couldn’t speak.

When she opened her eyes, she saw concrete. Cracked. Stained. An oil spill frozen in time near her cheek.

Her wrists were tied behind her back. A gag filled her mouth, dry and bitter.

The smell hit her next — machine oil, dampness, something metallic underneath.

She lifted her head, fighting a wave of dizziness.

It was a garage.

Narrow and windowless, save for a high, dirty pane of glass near the ceiling that let in a thin stripe of weak light. Tools hung haphazardly on a pegboard. A workbench along the far wall held a scatter of metal parts.

And on that bench, something huge and out of place: a chainsaw, its metal teeth dull under a thin film of dust.

Something moved beside it.

A click.

A dim bulb flickered on, casting everything in a yellow, underwater glow.

Gerald Ogilvie stood metres away, looking almost exactly as he had in class — same long hair, same wrinkled clothes — except now his eyes were bright, almost feverish.

“You’re awake,” he said.

Taan tried to scream. The gag turned it into a strangled noise that bounced uselessly off the concrete.

She pushed her back against the wall, trying to crab-walk away, but her legs dragged uselessly. Her head throbbed where the blunt force had landed.

Gerald approached slowly and crouched down beside her. Up close, she could see the tremor in his hands.

“Don’t be afraid,” he said softly. “I didn’t want to hurt you. I had no choice.”

He said it like an apology. Like a man explaining an overdue bill.

“You paid attention to me,” he continued, voice gaining intensity. “You protected me. You talked to me. No one else ever did that. Not once.”

Tears spilled hot down her face. She shook her head violently, trying to plead through the gag.

“You’re the first one,” he whispered. “The first person who ever made me feel like I mattered. That means we’re connected. We’re friends. No…”

He looked past her, expression shifting.

“More than friends. You belong to me.”

She thrashed against the ropes, desperate.

He stood and walked back to the workbench, resting a hand lightly on the chainsaw.

“Do you know what I love most about women?” he asked, voice taking on an eerie, conversational tone. “Legs. Feet. They’re so beautiful. Graceful. Yours especially. I know this from the photos you post on eBay.”

Her stomach turned.

“I’ve spent hours looking at every one,” he went on. “And I thought, if you belong to me, I’ll take the most beautiful thing you have.”

He smiled, the expression warped by something like joy.

“Your feet. They’ll be mine alone. Forever.”

The room spun.

She tried to reach her phone with her bound hands, knowing even as she fumbled that it was useless — he’d already taken it.

“Do you think I’m sick?” he asked abruptly, looking back at her. “Maybe I am. But I don’t care. I need what I need.”

He took a step toward her with a length of rope in his hands.

Panic roared in her head.

She rolled, tried to kick, tried to wedge her body between the wall and the floor to make herself too awkward to move. But he was stronger than he looked.

He looped the rope around her neck.

She sucked in air and felt it cut off in an instant.

The burn of her lungs.
The pounding in her skull.
The sound of her own heart, too loud, too fast.

He tightened.

Her vision narrowed to a tunnel, then a pinprick, then nothing.

The last thing she saw was Gerald’s face, twisted into something unreadable — part pain, part ecstasy — as he watched the light go out of her eyes.

Minutes later, he lowered her body to the floor.

The chainsaw’s engine roared to life, its sound swallowing the quiet of the empty garage, as somewhere across campus, Kimani turned over in her bed, assuming her roommate was just pulling another late night at the library.

She didn’t know that Taan was already dead.

The Missing Person

The first alarm came at dawn.

Kimani rolled over and saw an empty bed.

At first, she brushed it off. Maybe Taan had crashed in the library lounge. Maybe she’d pulled an all-nighter with Xavier or another study group.

But when she checked her phone, there were no messages. No missed calls.

She dialed Taan’s number.

Straight to voicemail.

By 8 a.m., the worry had curdled into something darker.

“She always answers my calls,” Kimani told campus police later. “Always.”

At 8:12 a.m., she called campus security.

By noon, the small private college had shifted from routine to emergency mode.

Emails went out to students and staff. Officers fanned out across campus, checking classrooms, lounges, study rooms, bathrooms.

No one had seen her since she left the library the night before.

Her parents, Raymond and Charlene, drove in from New Haven, where they had moved after leaving Chicago. They went straight to hospitals and morgues, then to the campus police office.

“Have you checked everything?” Raymond asked, voice strangled. “Everywhere?”

“We’re doing everything we can,” they were told.

But it would take another 48 hours — and another missing student — before investigators fully understood just how wrong things had already gone.

A Second Name: Gerald Ogilvie

Two days after Taan vanished, a sociology professor marked another student absent for the second time that week.

Gerald Ogilvie.

On most campuses, a quiet student skipping a few days wouldn’t raise any particular alarm. But something about the timing — the missing girl, the rumors of this strange, isolated classmate — triggered the professor’s concern.

He notified the dean.

The dean notified campus security.

“You might want to do a welfare check on him too,” he said. “Just in case.”

Room 214 in Hawthorne Hall was on the second floor, halfway down a long corridor that smelled like ramen and body spray.

Officers knocked.

No answer.

They used a master key.

What they found inside would make headlines for months.

PART 4 – The Freezer, the Confession, and the Questions Left Behind

The first officer through the door of Room 214 would later struggle to describe what struck him most.

The silence.
The stillness.
Or the strange, humming presence of a white chest freezer shoved into the corner of a college dorm room.

On the bed, facing the wall, sat Gerald Ogilvie.

He didn’t turn when the door opened. Didn’t flinch when officers announced themselves. He just stared at the paint, hands loose at his sides.

“Gerald?” one officer said. “You okay?”

He didn’t answer.

The other officer’s eyes drifted to the freezer.

Dorm rooms weren’t meant for major appliances. There was no reason for it to be there. It hummed softly, lid sealed.

They looked at each other.

One walked toward it.

The Freezer

The smell hit first — not rot, exactly, but something wrong, something faintly sweet and metallic under the cold.

Inside, beneath a layer of frost, were two clear plastic bags.

Each bag contained a pair of human feet, neatly severed at the ankle, pale skin marbled with freezer burn.

On the left foot of one pair, the big toenail was painted a chipped shade of pale pink.

They would later match the DNA to blood found in an off-campus garage, and to a hairbrush recovered from Room 316, where Taan had last slept.

But in that moment, the officers only knew one thing:

Whatever had happened to the missing girl was worse than anyone on campus had let themselves imagine.

When they turned back to Gerald, he finally moved.

“She was the first one who paid attention to me,” he said quietly, as they cuffed his wrists behind his back. “I couldn’t let her go.”

He didn’t resist.

Connecting the Dots

The arrest opened the floodgates.

A search warrant for the small, rented garage a few miles off campus revealed the rest: Taan’s body, partially dismembered, lying on the cold floor; the chainsaw; the ropes; blood spatter on the walls.

In his dorm room, officers found a notebook filled with obsessive, looping entries about a girl who sold socks, a girl who sat with him in the cafeteria, a girl who “saved” him in the hallway.

They also found a laptop.

When digital forensics analysts dug in, they discovered what Kimani had already suspected:

Multiple logins to an eBay account under the name “SoulCollector92.”
Dozens of purchases from a seller based in Hawthorne Hall.
Search history full of foot fetish forums, violent fantasies, and meticulous maps of campus pathways.

In interviews with police, Xavier mentioned seeing Taan and Gerald sitting together in the cafeteria once. Kimani described the sock orders, the tips, the increasingly enthusiastic messages from her “best customer.”

She also admitted that she had begged her friend to block him.

“I told her,” Kimani said, voice breaking. “I told her it was weird. I told her he was following her. She kept saying, ‘It’s just socks.’”

Across campus, other students began telling their own stories.

The freshman who once opened her dorm window to find Gerald standing on the lawn below, staring up.
The RA who’d heard rumors of him watching girls leave the library at night but never saw enough to file a report.
The professor who noticed the bullying in class but decided a confrontation would only embarrass everyone.

A picture emerged — not of a sudden snap, but of a long, slow descent.

A lonely, unstable young man.
Years of humiliation and isolation.
A fixation on a girl who showed him the smallest kindness.
And a college community that saw the pieces but never assembled them until it was too late.

The Trial

In the weeks after the discovery of the freezer, true-crime blogs, cable segments, and tabloids seized on the story.

Many leaned into the most salacious angle — the notion that a Chicago-born college student had been killed by a predator with a sock fetish.

“Chicago 19y/o Sold USED Socks on eBay to Pay For College, Found Dead With Feet Cut Off,” one viral headline screamed, misrepresenting key details but capturing the horror in a single breath.

The prosecution called it something simpler:

Premeditated murder.

They charged Gerald with first-degree murder, kidnapping, and abuse of a corpse.

In court, he looked smaller than students remembered, shoulders hunched in an ill-fitting suit, hair cut short, eyes fixed on the table.

Prosecutors laid out the timeline:

The escalating eBay purchases and messages.
The hallway bullying incident and Taan’s intervention.
The cafeteria conversation in which he revealed he was her biggest, strangest customer.
The late-night attack route from the library.
The garage and the chainsaw.
The freezer in his room, where he placed the severed feet like trophies.

A forensic psychologist testified that Gerald exhibited clear signs of obsessive delusional thinking, combined with violent fetishism focused on women’s feet. He fixated on Taan as both savior and possession.

Defense attorneys tried to argue mental illness so severe it undermined his ability to understand the nature of his actions.

But the prosecutor pointed to the chainsaw, the rope, the rented garage, the hidden freezer.

“Those are not the actions of a man who doesn’t understand what he’s doing,” she told the jury. “Those are the actions of someone who knows exactly how wrong his actions are — and takes steps to hide them.”

Through it all, Raymond and Charlene sat in the front row.

They listened to testimony about their daughter’s last hours, about the rope around her neck, about the way her body was found.

They watched as photos of her feet — the same feet that had once carried her to class, to the bus stop, to their front door in Chicago — were displayed on a screen as evidence.

At one point, Charlene fled the courtroom, sobbing.

“She just wanted to finish school,” Raymond told a reporter outside. “She just wanted to help us. She sold socks so she wouldn’t have to ask us for money. And for that, this is what she got?”

After three days of deliberation, the jury returned a verdict:

Guilty on all counts.

The judge sentenced Gerald Ogilvie to life in prison without the possibility of parole.

He showed little reaction.

When given the opportunity to speak, he said nothing.

The Aftermath

In the months that followed, the college tried to move on — new freshmen arrived, old seniors graduated, another batch of textbooks was ordered and resold.

But the absence lingered.

The bed in Room 316 went to a new student the following semester, after a paint job and a deep clean, but Kimani withdrew and finished her degree closer to home. She couldn’t sleep in a building where every hallway reminded her of the girl who had once taped discount sock receipts above her desk and joked about becoming a “sock mogul.”

Xavier passed his sociology exam. He still avoids walking alone at night.

Delroy Estep, the bully who once shoved Gerald against a wall, sat in the back of the funeral service and stared at his hands.

“If we hadn’t pushed him like that…” he later told a counselor. “If she hadn’t stepped in… maybe he never would have fixated on her. Maybe it would’ve been someone else. Maybe nobody. I don’t know. I just know I see it every time I close my eyes.”

Online, the story took on a life of its own — distorted, dramatized, misquoted, turned into content and cautionary threads.

Few of those posts mentioned Raymond and Charlene’s second job shifts, or the quiet pride they had in their daughter’s scholarship.

Few mentioned that Taan did not, in fact, sell “used socks” as a fetish product — that she sold cheap, new socks with better descriptions because that was the only leverage she had in a system that stacked every deck against her.

And almost none paused long enough to ask the harder questions.

The Questions That Won’t Go Away

Could this have been prevented?

Was this the inevitable result of one disturbed man’s fantasy — or the product of a community that saw warning signs and chose discomfort over intervention?

Campus police now encourage students to report stalking behavior, no matter how small. Professors are undergoing training to address bullying in real time, instead of hoping it will fade if ignored.

eBay, for its part, says its platform already has mechanisms to flag unusual buying patterns, but acknowledges that the line between “enthusiastic repeat customer” and “dangerous obsession” is blurry.

And for women like Taan — young, broke, trying to survive college one side hustle at a time — the lessons are far more intimate.

If a customer online seems too invested in you, too interested in your life off the platform… it isn’t “just business.”

If a man on campus makes you uncomfortable and starts crossing digital and physical lines… it isn’t “just weird.”

And if your instinct tells you something is wrong, it might be the only warning you get.

In the end, a 19-year-old from Chicago who tried to spare her parents the pain of extra bills ended up paying the highest price.

She sold socks to stay afloat.
She took on a stranger as her best customer.
She extended kindness to a man no one else would sit with.

And she was found, weeks later, in pieces — her feet preserved in a freezer in a dorm room, the rest of her body forgotten in a rented garage.

The case of Taan Kilbrew shocked a campus, horrified a country, and raised questions no sentence can fully resolve.

But one truth remains painfully simple:

She was not killed by socks, or by eBay, or even by one moment of misplaced kindness.

She was killed by a man who decided that attention meant ownership, that loneliness excused violence, and that the body of a woman who once smiled at him was a thing he had the right to keep.

The rest of us are left to decide what to do with the warning she never got.